Have you ever wonder...
Who understand you the most, inside out?
Your friend?
Your best friend?
Your boyfriend?
Your girlfriend?
Your siblings?
Your parents?
Your relative or whoever?
For me, To me..
Will be somebody who watched me grow up since the day I'm born, other than my parents & sibling I grown up with.
They are the ones, who understands me inside out. Everybody gone through different, different thing in their life. And because they are the ones who exactly know what i have gone through.. That's why they know what's on my mind, deep in my heart, how i feel & what affected me. I might not tell, because they know I am such a person who keep almost every unhappiness to myself. Regardless how unhappy i am, i doubt anyone see me cry before. HAHA! Other than maybe them, my family.. Well, family doesn't mean only my parents and siblings.. Because 'that' is when i can eventually blast out with tears & failed to hide. (past)
Frankly speaking, I don't think anyone truly understand me, although I might tell you... but how much i said, how much you know, it's just very very partial of it. Because you are not the one, who see what's actually happened & things i had gone through, THEY ARE.
Maybe friends who knows me well.. You would realised, or know.. It's very seldom i talk about my past & my childhood. I hate to think back, although I love&hate to recall, even a little i wanna speak out somehow. Too lazy, too tired, too much, it's more than enough. And now, I am already used to put everything behind-hind-hind-hind-hind, far behind, back of my brain, won't bother to recall, won't bother to think. Might be trying to avoid or maybe i had already accepted. Well, Of course happiness will stay. :)
I love my papa, mama & everyone in my family, I love people who love me, who cares for me. I love them. I have grown up & yeah, 18th this year, time passed so quickly. I am used to everything, everything that happened. What happen, happened.. Now those doesn't matter, anymore, any longer. Because I know & had learnt to do now is to put the past behind & live happier, better than ever. Learning to speak out when needed to. Because I have grown up !
:D I will live happily & better because everyone wants me to & not only they want me to, because I WANT TO TOO !
(V)
17-20 June 2010, Genting Trip.
17 to 20 June was an awesome genting trip with Dad, Jeanis, Michelle, Aunty Violet & Ivan.
It's the very first time, I asked boyfriend along & also, Dad & Mum agreed to make our trip there at night.
Oh yeah, needed to thank Baby's Papa sent us to Goldmile that day.
20th was marvellous, because.. Sisters & I managed to celebrate Papa's Day there with Papa, although we did nothing much, just simple wishes. & Of course not only this that made it marvellous.. Baby & I also celebrated our 3months/11monthsary there when the clock strike 12midnight. How sweet. So now, You see how marvellous it was. :D
4Days & 3 Nights stick together, Day & Night. Kinda not used to it when we were back to Singapore. I just miss those days, honestly.
What I enjoyed most was the Outdoor Theme Park with Ivan & Sisters. Although we nearly fell into an argument with someone else but that didn't affect us either. Fun rides we had, I love the roller coaster most.. I even play twice. ;) Although, Baby seriously think I am mad because he seriously hate roller coaster now. Wahahahahaha! We bought few photographs & key chain snap on those rides.
Didn't really spent much time with Papa. Only when it comes to lunch/dinner. He went to enjoy himself while we were too. :) We always kept him waiting, due to overslept. LOL. So bad, I know. & he nagged. :x
Baby often feel kinda bad when Dad paid for almost everything. Well, can't help it. Because, everything was together, includes everyone. Baby even tried to pass Dad some money yet HAHA! Papa rejected of course, I know Baby felt really bad. But, Papa said his job was to take good care of us, would be enough. :) So of course, Baby took very good care of us. ;)
Baby & I was 2 patient. Kept on coughing & taking medicine. LOL. I even had bad backache due to big bruise on my back. Needed to thank Baby so much for rubbing for me, & of course it gets better. :) Although we were slightly unwell, but it didn't affected us from having fun.
The 1st night was 2 queen size bed, Jeanis & Michelle shared one & Baby & I shared one when we reached at Highland Hotel. The following days was, 1 queen size bed, squeezed 4 people. Because we didn't manage to rent one more bed. LOL. So yeah, Jeanis, Michelle, myself & Ivan. (: Okay, I don't mind it, because..... hehehe! I could stay close with Baby. LOL.
We caught a concert, something like a performance & magic show, called Dazzle. Not bad. *thumbs up* We caught Karate Kid too, midnight movie. Okay, I like. Rate 9/10 ! Very nice! Oh ya, We did hand-waxing !!! Jeanis & Michelle did one on their own & Baby & I did one for our 3mth/11mthsary. :) Sweet & meaningful. :D It's still at my place. :)
While Sisters busy with lan. Baby & I went clubbing too, for the very first time, we stepped into the club together. Although the music seriously 'cannot make it' there. But still, fun. We danced, I didn't drink much, he likes. Papa & Aunty Violet joined us. Baby piggy-back me a distance after clubbing. Sweet. I love hopping onto his back, like anytime, any when. Because he always manage to carry me like a child, or even like a baby in his arm. :)
The last day sucks, because it's time to bid goodbye to genting & back to Singapore. We bought toys for other siblings. Know what?! the worst thing was, when I reached Singapore... I fell sick again. Fever & etc said hello to me for 2days & didn't manage to start work. Laugh At Me. But how sweet for him to come over the next day & took care of me. He cares. :D
I LOVE THE GENTING TRIP WE HAD.
ENJOYED TIME SPENDING WITH EVERYONE.
LOVED.