Monday, January 18, 2010
PEOPLE, I'm back !
You know, I'm getting more & more busy each day.
I'm competing with time.
Time will never stop for me, so i need to run faster than time runs. Like what time doing. Every second, every minute counts.
Each day comes nearer to O's, I need to run faster than fast ! HAHA!
So i won't be updating my blog so often this very year.
But, no worries.. I won't live it dead too. At least one week once or more. :)
Continue to view, continue to tag. I will reply.
Although, my readers seem only that 'few'. Wahahahahaha!
But still, I do appreciate it. :D Continue*Continue okay!
So here's somethings that makes me wants to update my blog today. :]
I went to FCBC with Darlings this morning.
*Rewind*
Whenever i went to church with Baby.
Its just always always so coincidence, to listen to things seem like what i am going through now, in life. Its just unexplainable the coincidence in it. I do feel little surprised.
Today, to what i understand its about overcoming to make the first move.
If you never dare to take the first move to start, you will never know what the outcome will be.
Although the second move may be clueless but at least you took the first move to start. Step by step learn like a child.
By encountering different & countless challenges, this is life, that's why you're here, that's why you are living still.
Every morning you wake up, open ur eyes, here comes a new challenge.
A loser never be the person who dare to start, A loser is the person who never dare to get started.
As long as you get started, doesn't matter if you win later because you already won.
Actions speaks so much louder than words. You said "You start", YOU START! You said "You begin", LETS BEGIN ! Just so simple.
Its always "What if.." let you wonder, make you stop & hold back. Overcome this, & here comes the miracle, although might not be what you expected but so what!?! Get it..
Faith, Hang On & You Will get to see the outcome.
Aha! Syafiq motivated me with THIS today.
'Nothing can stop the man with the right mental attitude from achieving his goal; nothing on earth can help the man with the wrong mental attitude.'
Alright, by reflecting what Pastor said.. & why this link up to me...
Its all because my O'level. A last minute decision i made, The first move i took & I'm moving step by step to achieve my goal, to see the outcome, the miracle ahead...
Never i thought i would ever take this move until someone wake me up..who is Baby Cheryl.
NEVER, I mean Never.. Think back, I left secondary school life for a year & more. I'm from NT, I studied at ITE for a year & My secondary school books & notes were all threw away.
BUT now, I'm back to 'secondary' school life, accepting the fact that i'm taking O'level !
Forgotten secondary school studies & now, i need to learn from sucha beginning !
Don't you think, this is sucha miracle?!
There IS a soft tone of voice speaks to me.
Telling me this, "I CAN DO IT!" Like what i always told myself.
To be honest,
There's so much things happen around me day by day..
I would just went saying "Oh-My-GOD" here & there..
Somehow things & things did make me feel & started believing the existing of God living... *surprise*
Because the small, tiny things happening in life & little changes day by day....
I'm still not a christian & not ready to be one too BUT I do pray silently at times..... HAHA! Bet no one knows. O.o!
Touches my heart & open the path for me.
If ever readers you remember...
Someone mysterious attracted me. That someone unknown....
This is when i see the miracle & started believing.....
'YOU' brought me up from the deepest..
Its just simply 3nights & I stopped missing that somebody i thought i would just go crazy forever.
Its always I Thought Never but it happens.
Get what i am trying to say?!
Although its someone unknown.... its doesn't matter anymore...
I'm on my feet again ! :D That's the best-est thing of all.
Tadas! I'M NOT YET A CHRISTIAN OKAY !
Current religious, Its still Buddhist. :)
I believe in what I believe.
Touches my life & nobody understand me better than you do.
You just makes me believe. :) I felt blessed. :)
Anyway, YES! I enjoyed myself today.
Finally brought myself a storybook & i'm gonna read it ! ;D
Its base on true story, seem interesting.. :)
I NEED A HOME TUTOR ASAP !
Yes, there's quite a number for me to choose.
Shall wait for Daddy to bring me. :)
I NEED SECONDARY 5 TEXTBOOKS tooo ! Anyone?! HAHA!
Alright, I think i'm not gonna study tonight.
Its already 3a.m ! O.O!
BABY gave me Homework !!! O.O!
Seriously, I need to THANKS her very much.
She had spend time teaching me & guiding me. Make sure I can do it!
Thanks Baby.. So much !
THANK YOU CHERYL SOO !
Good Night!
