Wednesday, January 6, 2010
I'm in the mood of
wanna-cry feeling for the whole day.
This is not good, affected me throughout the day.
All because of those dreams, I dreamt while i was asleep.
Its wasn't a bad dream, seriously.
With surprise & touching scene that makes me wanna cry.
Yes, Its all about my family, my childhood, hugs from Mama, surprised from Papa.
WOW! Great, Felt so blessed, Smiles & Laughter, full of joy.....
But HAHA! Whatever it is, its just a dream(?)
I wish Its real, I wish it happens, I don't wanna it to be just a dream (!!!!)
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I met Buddies for basketball this evening.
As usual, I was late & kept them waiting.
We went looking for empty basketball court.
& Get ourselves settled for game. :)
I met Darlings to Tampines Mall later on.
Accompanied them to get some stuff with the company of Shiuan Haur.
We went 201 for MacDonald, my dinner at 10p.m.
& everyone headed home after that.
Walked home with Baby & Shiuan Haur accompanied me for bus. :]

Well, I didn't really click along with Darlings & Buddies today.
I just can't click on with their topics.
This few days after counting down, my days seem like i'm dreaming.
Felt so un-real, I'm stoning, I'm day-dreaming, Felt so floating.
Kind of anti, the world out there after few days at home(?) LOL!
I tried to go out, but having sucha feeling of insecure.
The days i spent, each day passed seem like a dream.
Looking into the mirror, I don't see myself. I don't feel myself here.
This is not good, This is not fine.
Can someone just wake me up ?! from my dreamland.
YES, Prince Jayden's birthday.
I woke up, opened my door & he was at my doorstep in his walker.
Sang him Birthday songs & Play with him. :D
My dear boy, smiling at me. :]
Well, didn't manage to celebrate for him as almost everyone is busy today.
So Mum decided to postpone to his mandrine birthday up to come. :)
Almost forgot to snap a photo of him, made it home before 12midnight.
Snap a photo of him, although he is asleep. :D
Sweet little boy.

Michelle went for Secondary one orientation camp today.
Glad that she met new friends & yeah, believe she enjoying herself there.
I didn't go for my interview at Boon Lay this morning.
Mum adviced me not to go, as Boon Lay is really far & complicated too.
So ya, I listen to Mama. I stay home & sleep with my phone off-ed (!)
HAHA! I forgot to switch on since last night. LOL! :D
Yes, Tomorrow will be better.
I'm going for 2 interview early in morning !
All the best to me. :D
GOOD NIGHT.
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I often thought its you. mind me.