Sunday, January 31, 2010 I'm back with wildly happy, delirious, ecstatic mood right now. I'm besotted by unknown that i finally know, few days back. I hunted him in millions, billions, zillions people network one night. I didn't expect much, hope. Just gave it a try. Since i'm doing nothing. After an hour or less/more of searching clueless-ly, kinda tired. & with sucha disbelief can be found... & There, when i dropped by one's video clip & photos... Surprisingly, sucha familiar faces appeared not clearly ! Doubt crept through my mind, until even i was at his profile. Trying to ensure, trying to recall, flipping through his photo albums over & over again... When the clock strike 4.40a.m, finally had a pretty sure, confirmation its HIM that i'm looking for, a month back since last seen. WOW! WOW! WOW! I'm leaving in sucha small world(?) The further-est distance in life isn't Outer space to earth.. Its actually something near that you thought it far. You didn't realised 'they' are just around you. :) People often look far than noticing what's around. Its just too much coincidence that makes me believe. Unexplainable . Sucha Incredible. Miracle. Only god know whats going on & the reason for happening. I'm happy & yes, i am very. slow & steady & it will go smoothly. :) - I just received this, of the day. :D On this day of your life, Jasline, we believe God wants you to know ... that you can only give away what you already have inside yourself. True giving happens when you are overflowing from the inside, and cannot help but share. When there is so much love within you that it has to flow to others or you would burst open. There is no thinking involved, no willpower in such sharing. It just flows out. If you have to force yourself to be kind, to love, to feel compassion, you've missed the first step of filling in your own Self with these emotions. Its flowing. :) Wednesday, January 27, 2010 HAHAHA! Its 4a.m sharp now ! I'm still awake OR maybe should say I just woke up after 4hours of nap. I accidentally fell asleep just now while i'm reading storybook on my bed. Laugh Out Loud. Shouldn't read it o my bed, you know... HAHA! Anyway, Ya.. Less than a week to... Graduation Day ! Clueless about my dress code of the day. Damn! Damn! Although i get the attire matched, ended it's needed to match with heels. & To be frank, Jasline is a failure on wearing heels. I don't know how to walk well in heels. Its hurts my foot, you know. Aww~ I love wearing heels but i don't know how to walk with it. HAHAHA! Well, it takes time to learn right.... This is sad. So ya, for now.. I only can consider flats.. I need to think, how should i dress with flats.. I need a blazer, I'm so tempted to buy the blazer which i saw at macphosis. But, HAHA! $100++ Well done. LOL! I may want to get myself a pair of contact lenses. O.O! I had ordered clothes online & I will collect it soon. So ya, by then I will match it all...by THIS VERY WEEK. :) Who wanna go with me? HAHA! Somehow.. CNY mood isn't there eh. Don't seem everyone looking forward to it or maybe excited about it. Same do i. No idea why. O.o! Laughs. :D BABY, i miss you, Darling. Tuesday, January 26, 2010 HELLO PEOPLE ! love you, baby boy ! ...........................
I hope everything is fine. Thursday, January 21, 2010 Wah! Jasline is kinda pissed off now. After watching an animal abuse video. & That is freak. Those STUPID cheena are sucha motherfucker ! Sucha beast, being so cruel. Don't deserve to live here ! Worst than beast can ! fuck* PISSED. - Anyway, Jasline's here to update. :) I went to Wild Wild Wet this afternoon with Rachel, Feline & Denise. Its weekdays & its quite empty there. No nid queue. Just play whatever you want. Believe we enjoyed ourselves. :D Tired too of coure. Its a very tiring exercise, competing with each other non-stop. HAHA! Its Denise's virgin trip. CONGRATS ! Bet she had fun, Although she is back home with several cuts on her legs due to the roughness of the floor there. :) We met Micheal & Jonathan for dinner. We went Geylang Lor 3 for frog legs & then Lor 27A for soya. :D Virgin try. Filled our stomach & did so much of exercise by walking distance. HAHA! Might drive Darlings there somedays when i get my license ! HAHA! Would be next year ! ;D My phone was dead for almost the whole evening after WWW. HAHA! Nobody could reached me. I had made them or maybe Baby, Daddy, Shiuan Haur worried. Everyone was trying to contact me, boom me with text message. Bet Daddy boom sisters & Cheryl to reach me too. Oh-so-sorry-everybody. :) I didn't study today but I did fulfilled my promise to finish reading my storybook's chapter 2. :x Okay, I'm in love to this book !'HOW COULD HE DO IT?' I get pissed while reading... touching.... & watever..... Although its sad case; But i believe this book gonna improve my English very much. HAHAHAHAHAHA! That's good enough! ;D Currently I'm still looking for private tutor ASAP. Would just prefer individual, one/one. Please kindly tag me if you got intro... :) Thank you. :] .... Okay, Now.. I'm still quite pissed about the animal abuse video. Grumbling with people. ROAR ! Good Good Night. :) Monday, January 18, 2010 PEOPLE, I'm back ! You know, I'm getting more & more busy each day. I'm competing with time. Time will never stop for me, so i need to run faster than time runs. Like what time doing. Every second, every minute counts. Each day comes nearer to O's, I need to run faster than fast ! HAHA! So i won't be updating my blog so often this very year. But, no worries.. I won't live it dead too. At least one week once or more. :) Continue to view, continue to tag. I will reply. Although, my readers seem only that 'few'. Wahahahahaha! But still, I do appreciate it. :D Continue*Continue okay! So here's somethings that makes me wants to update my blog today. :] I went to FCBC with Darlings this morning. *Rewind* Whenever i went to church with Baby. Its just always always so coincidence, to listen to things seem like what i am going through now, in life. Its just unexplainable the coincidence in it. I do feel little surprised. Today, to what i understand its about overcoming to make the first move. If you never dare to take the first move to start, you will never know what the outcome will be. Although the second move may be clueless but at least you took the first move to start. Step by step learn like a child. By encountering different & countless challenges, this is life, that's why you're here, that's why you are living still. Every morning you wake up, open ur eyes, here comes a new challenge. A loser never be the person who dare to start, A loser is the person who never dare to get started. As long as you get started, doesn't matter if you win later because you already won. Actions speaks so much louder than words. You said "You start", YOU START! You said "You begin", LETS BEGIN ! Just so simple. Its always "What if.." let you wonder, make you stop & hold back. Overcome this, & here comes the miracle, although might not be what you expected but so what!?! Get it.. Faith, Hang On & You Will get to see the outcome. Aha! Syafiq motivated me with THIS today. 'Nothing can stop the man with the right mental attitude from achieving his goal; nothing on earth can help the man with the wrong mental attitude.' Alright, by reflecting what Pastor said.. & why this link up to me... Its all because my O'level. A last minute decision i made, The first move i took & I'm moving step by step to achieve my goal, to see the outcome, the miracle ahead... Never i thought i would ever take this move until someone wake me up..who is Baby Cheryl. NEVER, I mean Never.. Think back, I left secondary school life for a year & more. I'm from NT, I studied at ITE for a year & My secondary school books & notes were all threw away. BUT now, I'm back to 'secondary' school life, accepting the fact that i'm taking O'level ! Forgotten secondary school studies & now, i need to learn from sucha beginning ! Don't you think, this is sucha miracle?! There IS a soft tone of voice speaks to me. Telling me this, "I CAN DO IT!" Like what i always told myself. To be honest, There's so much things happen around me day by day.. I would just went saying "Oh-My-GOD" here & there.. Somehow things & things did make me feel & started believing the existing of God living... *surprise* Because the small, tiny things happening in life & little changes day by day.... I'm still not a christian & not ready to be one too BUT I do pray silently at times..... HAHA! Bet no one knows. O.o! Touches my heart & open the path for me. If ever readers you remember... Someone mysterious attracted me. That someone unknown.... This is when i see the miracle & started believing..... 'YOU' brought me up from the deepest.. Its just simply 3nights & I stopped missing that somebody i thought i would just go crazy forever. Its always I Thought Never but it happens. Get what i am trying to say?! Although its someone unknown.... its doesn't matter anymore... I'm on my feet again ! :D That's the best-est thing of all. Tadas! I'M NOT YET A CHRISTIAN OKAY ! Current religious, Its still Buddhist. :) I believe in what I believe. Touches my life & nobody understand me better than you do. You just makes me believe. :) I felt blessed. :) Anyway, YES! I enjoyed myself today. Finally brought myself a storybook & i'm gonna read it ! ;D Its base on true story, seem interesting.. :) I NEED A HOME TUTOR ASAP ! Yes, there's quite a number for me to choose. Shall wait for Daddy to bring me. :) I NEED SECONDARY 5 TEXTBOOKS tooo ! Anyone?! HAHA! Alright, I think i'm not gonna study tonight. Its already 3a.m ! O.O! BABY gave me Homework !!! O.O! Seriously, I need to THANKS her very much. She had spend time teaching me & guiding me. Make sure I can do it! Thanks Baby.. So much ! THANK YOU CHERYL SOO ! Good Night! Friday, January 15, 2010 I CAN DO IT ! I CAN DO IT ! I CAN DO IT ! Its all about myself & nobody else ! I will convert the pressure to MOTIVATION ! Get me going ! A never ending competition between human & time. Mostly time run in front of human. But this time, I would let time run behind me ! Overtaking time is what i gotta do now ! I CAN, I CAN, I CAN DO IT ! Discipline myself, Time management & GOOOOOOO ! ;D Suffer now then later ! :) RUN WITH ME, BABY ! Thursday, January 14, 2010 I'm scare. I'm worried. I'm unhappy. I need to make my decision wisely & quickly. I often tell people, this is what you have to go through in life. Everyone needs to make their decision, the right choice to have better life ahead. Now, Its my turn to make a choice & this time, its a very tough one. Either i success or i fail. I don't want to disappoint anyone, anymore. Neither i want to disappoint myself once again. I don't want fill my life with regrets. I want to be happier than happy. Daddy, Mummy often thought i could manage my studies on my own. Needless them to worry so much for me & I think i had really disappointed this time round. Scored such results, Its just feel like hiding myself up, to face them. My study just gone down the drain last year. I admitted I'm playful, didn't really focus much on my studies. Now, I had promised Mummy.. I would study hard this year & score for the better. I had requested to study O'level at the same time while I'm taking Higher Nitec. Well, People might think i'm mad, crazy or something. Even myself also think so. This is an extremely big risk, i ever in my 17years life. An extremely big jump from what i studied in secondary school & ITE. I need to learn from NA Secondary 3 to Secondary 5 ! Wow i know. I need to get everything memorise in less than 6months ! This is freak ! Its lots lots of money for the examination, tuition's, assessments & etc.. I don't want to waste Daddy, Mummy's hard-earn money. I need to success, I cannot disappoint them again this time round. Look at people who are gonna take O'level this year... Seem to be gonna freak-out ! Studying like mad I will be like one trm or maybe few hours later ! Stressing! This makes me scare..... I know its not the time to run away, Its time to face it & take that bloody hell challenge ! Nothing can beat you down until you push urself down. I need to hang on ! No fooling around ! Its time to get serious ! You say you can, You can. Although, the results might not be what you expected it to be... At the very least, you had tried your best, very best, give it all. Again, I would say this to myself again ! "I CAN DO IT!" & Yes I Can ! Trust me, Never give up on me, I will proof to you somedays ! Motivation ! Wednesday, January 13, 2010 DEAR BOY. I didn't get to really play with him in the noon. HAHA! Look At Miko's face ! We seem kinda violent eh ! :X Because we love you. OKAY, SEE THIS.... Alike don't cha?! Wahahahahahaha! (no serious) Baby, i love you. Look at Baby's hair & mine. MAD LADIES?! HAHAHA! Stupid one. Miko BIG Scary EYES ! Very big ehhhhh ! Oh-my.. Majam will eat humans up like that. HAHAHAHA! Love you.
stupid guys..... think with ur head then ur butt ! Sunday, January 10, 2010
Where, What, Who, When, How??! & OH-MY-GOD ! Michelle, Prince Jayden & Myself I love the smiles. :) This is supposed to be Jayden's birthday cake ! & Nobody eat it yet till today, Michelle ate it ! CHICKEN LITTLE ! Wahahahahahahahaha! :D now, I can't wait for trm ! Meeting Darlings & Cheryl's puppy ! Weeee~ ;D Alvin | Adam | Amanda| Catherine | Cherylsoo | Cheryl | Damien | Daphanie | Don | Dyla | Eeling | Feline | Fiee | Hsinmin | Jeanis | Jeslin | Jing Wei | Joan | Justin | Kailing | Kenneth | Lionel | Li Ping | Martin | Meizi | Michelle| Miko | Noel | Rachel | Rene | Samantha | Stella | Susan | Syafiq | Wilson | Xavier | Xueli | Xueling | Yiru | Yinlue| Yong Hong | Zhuang Jie | ITE Class OH
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