Monday, November 16, 2009
Questions To Be Answered.
1) HOW DO YOU THINK OF ME?
2) HOW IS IT TO KNOW ME?
3) HOW IS IT TO BE A FRIEND OF MINE?
Random Questions Yet I Wanna Know.
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Currently,
Buddies & Cheryl are happily playing basketball.
Yet, I'm at home facing the computer screen.
Aww~ What to do, Mum's home today. :/
Shall wait for next week then....
I'm EMOTIONAL today.
I was pissed off in the morning.
I woke up early yet still can't make it for my BEO presentation.
Indeed, I went to school in the morning for NOTHING.
2hours break, People seem so busy & nowhere to be found.
I'm alone, wondering around the school.
Finally decided to go back Pasir Ris for lunch.
You know why?! Because..
I can't withdraw money from the POSB machine & i'm out of cash.
Oh-so-shit, Don't know what the hell wrong wif my account telling me not enough !
I tried 2 machines & bloody hell the same.
Until i made the 3rd try when school dismissed. HELL! Stupid machine !
Okay, MY MORNING WAS SPOILT BY SHIT THINGS !
When comes to noon,
I was at Pasir Ris having lunch.
There's complaint from Great Grandmother again !
I called Jeanis to ask her about it nicely, tried to talk sense wif her..
& She fucking hell hang up my phone just like tat.
I tried calling my Mum & wanted to ask her to tell Jeanis about it.
Make sure it solved before Great Grandmother get pissed off.
Yet know what my Mum did?!
She actually scolded me through the phone while i'm talking sense with her nicely.
Hoping she could just help me to pass the message to sis.
WOW! Wonderful, Great, Awesome isn't it? WOW!
HAHA! She told me this,
"Hey, its just small matter. I don't think is needed for me to bother, i don't have time for it ! You're the eldest sister, don't you have the power ! You have grown up, Don't you see i'm trying to push things to you already. You solve it with her !" ... something like that.
Bloody hell, how can i solve it with her, she don't even listen even tot i speak to her nicely, she just bloody hell get pissed off & hang my phone just like tat. what you want me to do?!!!!!
Yeah, FUCK. I admit i'm USELESS, POWER-LESS ! I can't even watch my sisters & get them under my control. You have never get serious telling them to listen to me ! I don't see the type of respect ! Partly is my fault too, I haven been serious to anyone of them too. We are playing a fool & the respect needed just gone when time flies.. I know you're pushing things for me already. Its getting heavier whenever i gets older. By pushing so hard, making me just don't wanna bother so much. I started running away from facts, realistic. What i see with my eyes, The attitude you shown me, never give me a confident & motivation to handle this burden. I tot YOU ALL can just support me, without me pleading so much. HOW WELL DO YOU KNOW ME !?! Ever when you have a heart-heart talk with me?! Trying to understand me?! Knowing Wats in my mind?! Hell, CAN SAY NEVER ?! Everything seem going well because ugly side is hidden !
*No offence*
I'm just trying to vent my anger here.
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Daddy sent me to school for BEG exam.
& headed home to continue his work. :D
Well, BEG exam.. NOT EASY.
But i managed to answer those question by using common sense.
Hopefully get it right. :D
Alright, I was quite cheated when they said just 4 structure questions but i didn't know there's still A), B), C) questions after tat. LAUGH OUT LOUD. I'm slow. HAHA!
Attend POA, did Practice Paper. Mrs Png gave out sweets & manage to get myself a Strawberry Lollipop. Yummy. Been sometimes i ate Lollipop, you know.... HAHA!
Attend PM1 tooo. Oh-damn-funny ! Laughed so much by having Customer Relation role plays. HAHA! MR SEAN, joker of the day. He taught us sense, facts & realistic happening in life. Wee~ Cool. He told us this, 'I can't teach you how to smile, I can't teach you to serve, ......' Because we smile through heart, if you're not happy, there won't be the true smile on ur face tat people around you would feel it. Yeah, tats fact! HAHA! Wonderful time spent in his lesson ! ;D
School dismissed, WOW! Didn't know Mr Khoo treating us drinks. HAHA! We headed down to Cafe 1, waited for him. My class clique & i had great chat with him. HAHA! Its very interesting whenever he tells us, stories. HAHA! ;D After he left, Clique & i still continue chatting.. We chatted about spooky stuff. Woooohoooo~ INTERESTING ah. I enjoyed staying back after school, having kind of chit-chat session with them. "HEY, CLIQUE DO IT MORE OFTEN OKAY!" HAHA! ;D
JASLINE IS GOING PE TOMORROW !
BECAUSE EVERYONE GOING ! HAHA! ;D
AHA! My handphone no batt. People can't reach me.
I rushed home & get my phone charged.
Called friends tat looking for me.
Supposed there's basketball today yet i can't go.
As i reached home quite late already & Mum's home. Aww.. D;
NEXT WEEK ! :D They are still playing now, i guess.
Okay, I'm jealous... very jealous !
I'm sooo craving to play pool tooooooo !
WITH IVAN ! Its always interesting to play with him! HAHA!
Awaiting for other meet up! HAHA! ;D
OH YA, My phone is ready for collection already.
WOW! So fast this time ah. Shall maybe go collect it trm ! ;)
Anyone wanna accompany me? Then head for dinner? text me. ^^
My Dear Cheryl is sooo pissed off today!
Oh-my-god, scary.
Seem like the first time she complaining to me in such a pissed off mode.
Laugh Out Loud. Hope she would be fine after venting on basketball. HAHA!
May her pay faster come la ! Gonna brighten her days. HAHA! ;D
Cheer up, my dear... :)
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Alright, SO MUCH TODAY.
I should end here.
Good Night Dear Readers !
*someone caught my eyes*
^^