Saturday, September 12, 2009
It aches my heart.
I think back.
I think wild.
There heat my eyes.
& Here comes my tears.
I'm trying my best to hold on.
Make sure it won't fall.
I'm so afriad to think back.
The scary facts of it.
Its not easy to be faced.
I chose not to think.
If I could, I would delete those ugly memories.
I won't want to keep it.
Becos,
It ended 13years ago.
I can't be happier than happy.
I'm envy about others.
Hand in hand, sooo loving.
See their smiles makes me so jealous too.
I wish, I wish, I hope.....
Time won't turn back for me.
I know i just nid to move on.
I tot i have used to it.
I tot i have get over it.
Everything seem soooo NO right now.
Its tooo messy for you to understand.
Its tooo complicated for me to get over it.
Its comes to a point, I tell others..
"I have no childhood."
Blame no one. Fate.
Ruined. Its scary.