Tuesday, September 15, 2009
我的心真的很痛,真的很难受。谁能了解?我又哭了。我很香很想大声地喊出来我心中的那种说不出来的痛。我希望有人能了解,我希望有人在我旁边听我说,我希望有人能告诉我这么做。。。。i nid someone to be my side. understand me. i'm lost once again. the memories came back. 我不知道为何我感到难么后悔。我后悔当是没把握机会,抱紧你,而到今日便成了无法在晚会那天的遗憾。我只能怪我自己不够大方,不够潇洒,直到今日还放不下。
BECAUSE NOBODY WILL.
I wonder why, i actually walk away. I saw you, I know you, once strangers, once friends, once loving, once get to greet, now chose to run. i regretted not to walk forward once again, i regretted not to hear ur voice once again, i regretted not to face you once again. I miss it. I always tot i could bless you & i could go by myself. 我放不下,我忘不了。谁能了解?Accompany me, will you? Drink wif me, can you? Lend me ur shoulder now, will you? Listen to me, can you? Be there for me 24/7, can you? How issit to be in the rain, in the toilet, under the shower? tears falling like nobody knows? How issit to soak ur pillow, wet ur hands? How issit to wipe of ur tears wif ur hands? How issit to smile happily? How issit to have somebody? How issit to hug someone & cry? How issit to know dreams come true & nightmare do to? How issit to face it? How much you can take it? I wish it was me. I wish tat wasn't you. Its been years ! Why am i still holding on, why am i still thinking back, why i still feel sooo guilty, why can't i just let go, why can't i jut forget, why there's the pain, why it still hurt, why i can't stop thinking, why i just can't......... soooo ruin ! SHUT !!!!!!!!!! Give me an answer !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
how much you understand.