Monday, August 10, 2009
I show my respect yet makes me feel so wrong now.
I treat you right yet seem like i shouldn't have now.
I listen to ur words yet seem like a crime now.
I know everything is not right yet i choose to shut.
I asked to keep yet it seem getting heavier each day.
I want to tell yet I find no one right to speak out.
Not even a single word in my blog NOW,
I'm leaving my blog not like mine becos of you.
I'm saffocating...........
I don't know how long i can tolerate.
I don't wish to ruin everything.
I trying to stay & be there.
But, I'm sorry to say...
If its comes to a day, the limit of mine arrive,
I goes straight, made a choice to gid goodbye, I will do so.
I'm getting tired, really i am.
I really really HATE hiding things from you. I really don't wish to.
I tot i could share everything, everything without any hiding wif you.
Yet, i have come to a 'no-choice' i have to.
I'm sorry. Not a single word from me.
Troubled.
I nid a break,
A place i could settle down peacefully, carefreely, safely.
Someone beside me, yet leave me alone.
A beach would be a nice place & i wish it could be a safe place for me to rest.
A hug would be nice.
Disappointed.
You're forcing me to run away.
I wish you know, how right are you now....