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JASLINE's ♥ Hello, I'm Jasline. I'm gonna turn 18 by 8 July this year. Currently studying for O'level which I am gonna take next year. Yes, I have the main 3 important people in life, my beloved family members, my dear friends & last but not least my boyfriend, Ivan Lee. With their fullest support, thoughtful advice which makes me go all the way. Having them in my life will be the most happening thing ever. I am living happily now, It's all because of you, you & YOU, baby.
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Sunday, August 30, 2009 Jasline was unhappy yesterday. But bet that she's fine now. Cause maybe she feels nothing but HUNGRY now. Sooo craving for food yet she dare not eat any. Aww~ Wonder should eat or not? & What can be eaten at this time? LAUGH OUT LOUD. NOW, Its glad to see ur smile. & Yes, i do feel better today. Well, I think i just nid some time to get over this once again. Just give me sometime & i will be back. :) Tooodoos. .... I just have to do my part. I knew i was at little fault tooo. NOW, Just tell me what to do. I do my part, you do urs & Lets finish it together. Just that, will be nice enough. :D - Time flies, & trm gonna be my last day of work. O.x! Aww~ I'm gonna miss the people there, tat keeps my boreness away. The laughter, the craps.... Well, its just sooo nice working wif ppl like this. Kind of unbear. Still gonna leave. SEE YOU PEOPLE ! ;D - Wahahahahahahahas. I'm soooo looking forward on the upcoming outing wif my 2 ladies ! Cheeeeese !! 'V' *** A week to COMMON TEST !!!! Gosh, I really nid spare sometime to study next week onwards !!! Same goes to my dear Cheryl, N'level. An exam that she has been preparing for soooo long. Wee~ ALL THE BEST !!!! Friday, August 28, 2009 I'm weak. I'm not strong. I'm not film. My experience. The memories. The overheard. The unwanted see. The fear. The shivered legs. The bite of teeth. The heartache. The broken. The burden. The tears. I'm unhappy. Very unhappy. Still, I'm much more blessed than others. I'm lousy. I'm useless. I'm helpless now. I really hate to think. I wish i can forget in a sec. I don't wish to remember unwanted happening. Makes me think wild, & I'm going CRAZY soon. I hate when it happen. The deep cut, never heal wound & leads to a scar now. I hate thinking back. No one know what i have actually experience & gone through. Never gonna know how it really feels. I can't be any happier than happy. - I CAN'T HELP ! FEELS LIKE A BURDEN ! SEEM SOOOO SHOULDN'T BE ! I DON'T SUIT TO BE ! I'M BAD ! You tried to give us the best of all. I have a greatest you on earth & the lousiest me wif you. sorry. My tears nearly fall, When I think..., How difficult you tried to smile, crap & laugh in front of everyone. I know its not easy, I know you're straggling, I know you tried ur best, Holding on to tis heavy burden still. I find myself, USELESS. When i see the weak side of urs. I felt so, HELPLESS. I don't even dare to go near or even ask. My legs shivered, I told myself, I nid to stand still to hold. By standing still, I move myself to aside. I just have no guts to go forward. I CAN DO NOTHING(?) Tuesday, August 25, 2009
- Daily Post
My Buddy, Shiuan Haur.. Actually gave me 20 over phone call this morning just to wake me up for school. Yet, HAHA! I'm still late for my morning lessons & attend afternoon's. PM1 seem like little PARTY in class, tibits all over the place. Laughs. Crapping & Disturbing around. Laugh Out Loud. :D Buddy met me after school & accompanied me for dinner at Pastamania due to my random appetite. Laughs. We went window shopping a Tampines & he suggested to watch movie. Soooo yeah, HAHA! His treat & i tagged along. Watched "The Proposal" Oh-my... Damn! Its nice okay. I was laughing soooo over-ly... Wahahahahahas. Just can't stop laughing. Of cos there's touched part that almost tears. HAHA! Mum actually called me & did little nagging. But everything is fine. Shiuan Haur actually accompanied me home as he actually missed his bus stop where he supposed to alight. Laughs. Anyway, Buddy.. Thanks for the day. You're a nice friend. :D I'm going GYM tomorrow wif... FELINE & see who is tagging along. Gonna ask my 2 ladies, see if they wanna tag along. HEHE! FATTY ME ! Okay, I actually lost my black colour polo tee tat cost me $15. Aww~ Heartache la. Don't know who took it or maybe dropped it. Aww~ Alright, NOW, there's a September job available for me wif good pay. I was wondering should i do or give myself a break. I nid to go for sooo many training & its gonna corrupt my hang out wif buddies this friday for BASKETBALL. I'm sooo don't like it. I don't know should i work. Should or Shouldn't i? Hump? O.x! Okay, Its late now. Good Night. :) NO WAY gonna be. I hope NOT. Its better to STAY like this. :D Monday, August 24, 2009 Jasline's temper when missing? Laugh Out Loud. "I think i have learn to tolerate?" Laughs, Maybe. *Winks* Darling. ;) - Hopefully i can make it for every lessons trm ! OoopXxx, I haven do my project. HEHE! I have been quite busy recently. Okay, I promise.. I balance my time for work & studies. KANPATEI ! ;D - Just realised my sweetest Darling Cheryl changed her blogskin. Wee~ :) - What comes & goes around. Friday, August 21, 2009 OKAY, Its time to vent my anger again ! But.. Its to MYSELF ! I don't know what the hell wrong wif me for the whole week ! I had not been attending lessons constantly, Attendance may be less than 50% this week, I have not been doing any revision or studying, My schedule were corrupted due to the main causes of it, PUNCTUALITY that killed ! I just can get my butt out of my bed when the alarm rang like thunder storm, I just can't get my head of the pillow even when i answered so many phone calls ! What The Fuck ! & I even spent money cabby down yesterday, not for lessons but Photo-Taking. I had been wasting money like water fall. I'm soooo OUT OF CONTROL on my own schedule. Corrupted like i don't know what to do now. Awaiting for "WARNING LETTER"?! NO WAY rite, Its gonna be disappointing. Seriously, I disappointed about myself. I set alarm this morning, make sure i wake up & asked ppl to call me, YET.. know wat?!! My handphone went BATTERY EMPTY ! What The Fuck !!!!!!!!! Eh, Anyone can tell me what's wrong wif me anot ?! Finding myself so USELESS now ! I want go school, I want study, I don't want miss lessons ! HELP ME ! .. People, Have my handphone number, home number.. Can you kindly call me every morning during weekdays for school ?! Please...... JUST CALL ME ! I'm gonna thank you sooooo much ! ARRRRRRGHHHHHHH~ I WANT SPEND MORE TIME WITH CLASSMATES TOOOOO ! Its just less than 5 months away from now..... Thursday, August 20, 2009 AWESOME Wooooohooooo~ Finally, We CLICKS ON ! ^^ Its late now. Awaiting for my hair to dry, i decided to blog. I feel better. Really. Gonna THANK YOU, my best buddy Shiuan Haur to accompany me for movie, 'Where Got Ghost' Its been sometimes since i laughed sooooo carefreely. I think i really nid to watch movie more often to keep me laughing. HAHA! Buddy, Thank You Sooo much. NEXT, I'm gonna THANK YOU, my dearest lady Cheryl accompanied me to study & oso to the beach for the "care & share" session we used to have. Its been sooo long we ever did tat & went to the beach. Love you, lady. Soooo much, you know how much i really do. So much to tok about, how i wish we could sit there for the whole nite, under the stars ! .... LAUGHS. Sooooo many people commenting about my hairstyle today. Laughs. Thanks so much. HEHE! ;D I'm in love wif my hair. Wee~ - I find myself speechless here right now. Not easy to express soo much here anymore. Bear with it. :) - Dearly, I hope, I hope you feel better. I love you. Tuesday, August 18, 2009 I actually want to post something like this today. The meanings were in it ! Yet i don't know how to express it, Surprisingly i found it in Xavier's blog. Wee~ (copyright from xavier's blog) There comes a point in your life when you realize who matters, who never did, who won't anymore and who always will. So don't worry about people from you past, there's a reason why they didn't make it to you future. - Everyone sees who i appear to be but only a few know the real me you can only see what i choose to show theres so much more you just don't know. Well, to be frank. Neither i know which is my true self. Confused, Confuse, Confusing LAUGH AT ME. Monday, August 17, 2009 MOVIES ANYONE?! There's soooo many nice movie up & coming up ! Weeee~ ;D Who wanna watch wif me ? :DDDDD Ur unhappiness makes me worried throughout. Please CHEER UP ! I miss the joy, the real smile, the loud & crazy laughter of urs. Really, Cheer up Please ! I knew it bothers you sooo much, i could understand. Yet, maybe a still don't have the capability to see through tat much. I would be there to listen if you're willing to speak. You know i will always try my best to be there. 我们说好的
Sunday, August 16, 2009 I heard it. In tat minute, I feels its doesn't matter anymore. I falls to the drain. I can't be bothered. Although i knew its a small matter, Yet seriously makes me think a lot more than you ever know. The faith, The trust, The important-ness. I feel tired. & Till its comes to a limit makes me think... 2 choice for me. I tot of going away. In the next minute, I realised how don't bear am i to go. I wish i could just walk away like this without a word Yet, i realised never can i do that. Even how upset am i, how fed up am i. I choose to smile & covered all up to see urs. I chose to walk away to chill & turned back wif a smile. - To be honest, I believe you know i how much cherish this relationship of ours. Every deal we made, I always take it seriously & awaiting to fulfil together. When its comes to the day, its gone just like this... To be true, I am absolutely unhappy about it. Even tot maybe the excuses were valid for me to understand. But, A deal, Its always a deal to fufil like a promise made. Seriously, Its aches a lot. I'm Sorry. Saturday, August 15, 2009 I know its been awhile since i update my daily life here. Well, I guess I'm some kind of busy. Studies, Hanging Out & Yes, I started working tooo. Sooo my time is quite pack tat..... I.. nid to squeeze time out for some quiet time, maybe. Hmm, Or maybe i just don't feel like updating tat much(?) Laughs. Neither i knoww.. Yawn* Exhausted, its a loooong day for me. HANGING OUT !!! Soooo 'V' today. HAHAHAHAHAHA! Good Night. I will be back. Miss me..... Thursday, August 13, 2009 FOR WHAT?! Gaining NOTHING(?) Gonna ruin EVERYTHING(?) Make life DIFFICULT(?) Lies can NEVER cover Truth forever. Lies will hand over the Truth when the time is up. Its never successful to hide forever when its spreading like gems. Its only the matter of time. Even if i tell no one. I know you gonna be really unhappy if you see this. & Gonna be more unhappy if you know i'm toking about you. But if you think i did it wrong by saying the facts & how i feel about it, I will be willing to apologise & gain ur forgiveness. Not becos i accept my wrong doing, is all just tat i don't wish to ruin tat relationship between us. If you're sensible enough, you should think wisely about it. See if how correct you are or maybe its comes to the matter of how wrong am i. Ur Life, Ur Choice. You chose the path you're walking rite now. Walk wif ur head up & no playing hide & Public than private it soooo secretly. Wish everyone know yet tried ur best to hide it like no one tells. I believe you don't feel good lying. Neither i feels good hearing how well you lied. Its isn't nice to be, by you knew you gonna hurts those around if they knew the truth of it. The more lies you made, the deepest hurt they gonna suffer. Sooo, don't you think its better to let it all out, cure it asap then things get worst? tat you can't even save it? Its never tooo late to be right, its just tooo early to be wrong. I wish... You know its YOU i'm toking about. Tuesday, August 11, 2009
HAPPY EIGHTEEN'S BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST MIKO DARLING ! *happy always* :D CHERYL, ALL THE BEST FOR UR TRM'S & ALL UR PAPERS ! JIA YOU ! JIA YOU ! JIA YOU ! KANPATEI ! DO WELL ~ :D ----- P/S: RANDOM VIDEO (?) :D I LOVE MY GIRLFRIENDS !!!!!!!!!! WAHA! Soooo random rite?! :) I waiting for the time to strike 3a.m & i nid to dial my sweetest darling cheryl 8numbers to wake her up. She gonna do her revision. Slept for only 3hours. Hope she won't tired urself & get enough rest. Okay! 3a.m now.....~ ******** WAKE UP !!!! Monday, August 10, 2009 P/S: People just read, :] Don't ask. : ) At least just let me vent it here. SORRY WALK AWAY' I will be back' just toooo busy. I show my respect yet makes me feel so wrong now. I treat you right yet seem like i shouldn't have now. I listen to ur words yet seem like a crime now. I know everything is not right yet i choose to shut. I asked to keep yet it seem getting heavier each day. I want to tell yet I find no one right to speak out. Not even a single word in my blog NOW, I'm leaving my blog not like mine becos of you. I'm saffocating........... I don't know how long i can tolerate. I don't wish to ruin everything. I trying to stay & be there. But, I'm sorry to say... If its comes to a day, the limit of mine arrive, I goes straight, made a choice to gid goodbye, I will do so. I'm getting tired, really i am. I really really HATE hiding things from you. I really don't wish to. I tot i could share everything, everything without any hiding wif you. Yet, i have come to a 'no-choice' i have to. I'm sorry. Not a single word from me. Troubled. I nid a break, A place i could settle down peacefully, carefreely, safely. Someone beside me, yet leave me alone. A beach would be a nice place & i wish it could be a safe place for me to rest. A hug would be nice. Disappointed. You're forcing me to run away. I wish you know, how right are you now.... Friday, August 7, 2009 I have not been updating. Well, not today tooo. I have been really busy. Exhausted. I nid to get some rest. Although i have soooo much to tell. But tired-ness really pulls me down. I think i am fine. :) Give me some rest. I will be back soooon. :D See you ! ... Just soooo many have to keep. Suffocating me, at times. I dislike it or maybe gonna turn to hate. I know... But, its not nice to. Hell, I sooo don't like you !! Its just toooo tiring for me... Wednesday, August 5, 2009 I'm soooo multi emotional today. Sooo happening. Currently not feel very good. I went skool today. SBM was awesome, i laughed till "WAHAHAHAHAHA.." Mr Koo, sooo dramatic & serious 'jokes'. Laughs. Kept me laughing & remember every... ;D I went Cheryl's Place tis evening after skool. I had dinner at her place & oso been realy busy laughing throughout & oso did get serious wif some stuff. O.x! I went home at 11plus & Grandma, Mum were quite worried. Grandma kept calling me, Mum called me once. :D I'm safe home. I got soooo much to say. .... I told Mum about my studies & the possibility of some un-wanted happening of it. NOW, Mum asked me take up ENGLISH Tuition to improve my English for future used. She said, "Daddy, Mummy will always support you. Just go ahead & study. No matter wat, we will back up you." I really don't want let them down. Really i don't want. I'm trying very hard to get back to track. Please, never be tooo late. Cheryl's Mum asked Miko & I to be her God-daughter. O.o! I was quite surprised. I told Mum about it just now, seem like she was little unhappy about it. Gosh. Wat to do. I was quite worried she was unhappy, & yes, she is. Oh no.... O.x!!! Its been ages since i holds Mum's hands, grab Mum's arms, hug Mum, kiss Mum or even spend my time out shopping wif her or maybe a stroll. Ages, its been really really loooooooong. Really long. I have forgotten when's the last time i do so. I really miss those time ALOT. Really alot ! Its kind of weird if.. if i do so now(?) I wish i could......... I LOVE HER & I LOVE JUST SOOO MUCH. She is the most awesome Mum in the whole world. MY SUPERWOMAN ! She is amazing, wonderful. She is evey nice word on earth tat could represent her ! I LOVE YOU, MUMMY. I LOVE YOU. I LOVE YOU. I LOVE YOU. Tuesday, August 4, 2009 Wooooohooooo~ I'm finally halfway done wif my BEO revision. Never gonna be enough revision for me, I nid more & never enough for now. ;) Okay, Its reaching 2a.m now. & Yes, i'm nid to go to bed real sooon. I agreed to somebody i got to sleep lastest by 2a.m. Sooo, yes i'm going to ! SOMEBODY ! See this !!!!! I'm sleeping.. NO spotcheck & wake me up okay ! I will kill you & bush you worst than pig head. :X Wahahahahahahahas. Skool start a 2p.m trm !!! Weee~ BEO revision test toooo. Hopefully i'm able to make it. Someone please wake me up, thank you ! :D Alright, Pack my thing & go to bed. :) Good Night. Monday, August 3, 2009 I'm kind of in a shaggy mood rite now. I'm worried, I'm scared, I just can't be relieve. My studies......... 8months' i'm not up to the standard & makes me worried etc. if i can make it for higher nitec. Supposed to be easy yet seem not easy for me. Getting tougher. Seem soooo not good now. I'm trying very hard to cope. Really. Please get everything in my head & let it stay ! Please~ .... Woooohooooo~ NAFAR exam today ! I was late, Saf toooo. Met her in the washroom & we ran 2.4km together. I know i didn't do well. HAHA! I just don't have the rite stamina rite now. I joined Feline & Rachel for 5 station. Well, seem alright. I'm quite satisfied wif my Standing Broad Jump, 185cm. Wee~ Not A, but.. I got improvement on tat. HAHA! Oh ya, & oso shutter run, 11.7sec. Well, supposed can do better yet do to my slippery shoes, i slipped alittle. Aww~ Never mind, i'm still satisfied wif it. :D For height & weight, Wooohooo~ I think i grow taller for just 1cm & OSO gains WEIGHT! Gosh~ I'm gaining weight !!!! But..But.. Jasline won't skip her meal like others does. HAHA! ;D We had 4hours break as Nafar ended early. I went for lunch wif Rachel & company at Cafe 2. :D Finally i tried something new in Cafe 2, SABA set & seem delicious even there's lots of bones. HAHA! :D Done wif food, we actually decided to play poker cards, BLACK JACKS ! A game where losers nids to take off something from his/her body. O.o! I'm the first to lose ! I wore PE & nothing much wif me, i quit ! Gahhhh~ Sooo i sat there & watched them taking off things for their body. UN-BUTTONS, EAR STUDS, HAIR CLIPS, SPECS, LANYARD, THUMBDRIVE, SHOES, SOCKS, STRING, UN-ZIPPED PANTS & etc. ON the TABLE. Was like WOW! Luckily didn't reach the limit of taking off clothes ! Wahahahahahas. Sooooo fun. :D
I WON'T BOTHER. Sunday, August 2, 2009
HAPPY SEVENTEEN'S BIRTHDAY ! Xavier. WAHA! Its a fun day. I finally get my allowance from Daddy today. Wee~ I bought Mum & Aunty Eve the membership card. I tok alot today. HAHA! :D Glad. Its fun & i enjoyed working there. Sooo look forward to the next weekends. Wee~ HAHA! :P TADAS ! Snapped quite alot during dinner time just now! HAHA! Xavier, Jasline, Miko
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ! - My Dear Cheryl is still unwell. &... MY DEAR MUM is unwell tooooooo ! .... BUSY WEEK ! I don't think i have time for myself. my calendar is fulllllllllllll~
****** our parents are ageing day by day. they brought us up with everything they have. they bury their hopes and desires in us and hoping one day we will succeed in what we do. no matter how hard it is, we shall do it to the very best and not letting them down.
This morning, Cheryl's Mum brought breakfast for us, Nasi Lemak. When i'm done wif preparation, i had my breakfast/lunch wif her. :) I headed to Miko's Place & she headed to her teacher's place wif her friend. I took a nap at Miko's Place, i'm really tired & headed to our FIRST DAY of work Together. HAHA! :D Soooo nervous cann. :l Laughs.
- TOOOODOS ! By the way, HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY XAVIER ! ;D Alvin | Adam | Amanda| Catherine | Cherylsoo | Cheryl | Damien | Daphanie | Don | Dyla | Eeling | Feline | Fiee | Hsinmin | Jeanis | Jeslin | Jing Wei | Joan | Justin | Kailing | Kenneth | Lionel | Li Ping | Martin | Meizi | Michelle| Miko | Noel | Rachel | Rene | Samantha | Stella | Susan | Syafiq | Wilson | Xavier | Xueli | Xueling | Yiru | Yinlue| Yong Hong | Zhuang Jie | ITE Class OH
Way Back Into LOVE.
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