Monday, June 8, 2009
Thank You. ♥
Hallo, my dear readers.
Well, wat a day.
I was quite unhappy & Nevertheless, any of my Darlings will be there to listen when i chose to speak out. My dear Cheryl is there to listen, just finish an hour tok wif her on the phone. Well, did feel better now. Thanks soooo much dearly. You know i love you & i always do. :D
Today, how surprised is my beloved darling Cheryl called me & came over to my place to look for me. WOW, surprised dearly. Shall do tat often ! HAHA! I will love you more(?) :X But its better to go ur place at times, HAHA! My place is ya, boring... Except the entertainment kid, dear Jayden. HAHA! :D Together we went to have our lunch/dinner wif Mum & Sisters. We went Hougang Mall to have Pepper Lunch & Yeah, Yummy of cos. HAHA! :D Along the way, Oh-my-god, I'm somehow bullied by my Sisters. Damn! in public somemore. Omg... -.- They were sooo hyper active & i no idea why. Issit becos of my dear? Laughs. :D Hmm, done wif food, accompanied Mum to see handphone then headed to buy some stuff. :D Supposed to accompany Mum to get some stuff at Compass Point first yet was quite late already, Darling & i had to rush down to 201 to meet Miko. So ya, we went off-ed around 7plus & headed there.
201, met Miko darling & headed to MacDonald. Cheryl & i had some finger food as we ate just now. :X Miko had her dinner there. :D We chill for awhile, saw Miko's brother there. Then we decided to go Cheryl's Place. :D Cheryl's Place, awaiting for Maomao;Kaiwei arrival & crapping while waiting. Miko helped Cheryl to download the new version of MSN & had fun, figuring the interested things in it. Laughhhhs. :D Maomao arrived, Cheryl & him had a chit chat outside. & blah...blah..blah... Everyone went downstairs together. Supposed to accompany Mao for his dinner outside yet becos of my watch we went back to take & he decided to have his dinner at Cheryl's Place. Miko went home by herself. :) I collected my watch & yeah, i decided to go home. & Yeah, i went off....in a different style. Laughhhhs. Its the my first time(?). Was quite struggling to make decisions today. Damn! I was quite confuse. Went off-ed & did have some hold back but ya, still decided to leave & i think i make the rite decision for tis. :)
Un-true Smile, Loud Laughter makes my jaws ache. Putting on a show tired me, wearing a mask is not wat i wanted. Especially to you all, i ultra dislike doing it. Well, i'm quite a inner person, as you say but i will still tell at times. I don't mean to hide, as i don't wanna anyone to get worry for me. I seldom speak out its becos i don't really know how to express tat much. I hate those barriers we had & have to face. At times, i really dislike facing it & feel like falling into deep sleep at tat second. But the only way is for me to face it & get it resolve as soon as possible before it go worst. Well, friendship... Ya, will have to go through up & down, rub shoulder went problems come & i believe it will naturally grow stronger when its solved. I'm sorry to have pull you down tis matter my dear. & Thanks soooo much for all the helps & everything.. Willing to be the one toking as the center person of ours. Now, hopefully everything will gets better & hopefully you are fine toooo. :)
6th,
& i believe tat it gonna last longer then tis.
Bless you. :]
Seriously, I'm quite afraid to go overseas now. Wasn't tat far but i'm just sooooo afraid of those virus tat are spreading really fast. Yesterday's was only 14 cases & tis morning it went 15 already. I believe there is mooore out there who haven realised. Now, even step out of house already kind of worry already. Really i scare, really scare. I'm sooo afraid tat i may just ___ in a day OR the world may just ___ in a second. There is sooooo many things not done & sooooooo many ppl i don't bear, you see, tats makes me soo scare. Damn! If i'm gone, will anyone remember my exist? HEALTHY PLEASE !
Alright,
its late now.
Still fun time being wif them
Good Night.