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Friday, April 10, 2009

We Are Living Under The Same Moon

Today, went over to Cheryl's Place in the afternoon. Supposed to meet at 4p.m yet i'm late, Again kept moi 2 dearest waiting. Luckily the new shopping mall accompanied them, Tampines 1. They went window shopping while waiting for me. How coincidence, we boarded the same bus later. :) Headed to buy Waffles, treated them tooo. :] Cheryl's Place, helped her do something for trm's Good Friday chruch stuff. Cut colourful papers but i think i failed from cutting nicely, some crucates eh. Dearly, hope you don't mind. Darling & i cut the Cheryl had to write on every paper we cut & tats alot man. Poor thing. wat to do. She is the organizer if i'm not wrong. Wakakakakakas. Music, Tv & made a really BIG bottle of Rebina yet we can't finish. Think Cheryl gonna finish it eh. HOHO! Okay, we did a little fight fight, trying to rub Cheryl's Poor thing blue black. Wahahahahas. Oso disturbed Darling tooooo. tickle her like hell. Very funny. I even can laugh while typing man. Laughs. Okay, i enjoy myself wif them. Tats wat i can say. Cheryl's Mum home, she cooked dinner & oso cooked mine. Had moi dinner at her place, watched tat 'forever' un-finish 命中注定我爱你 while having dinner. I just can't finish watching tat. Omg. Its really nice & funny. Wakakakakas. Darling laughing non-stop. Done wif food, Plate washed & off-ed to Darling's Place.

Darling's Place, Cheryl using Lappy, Darling having her dinner, I staring at the ceiling & beautiful moon. Darling done wif her food, back to the room, wanted to disturb her a little but STORM ! (i think) no idea wat exactly happened eh. Just know tat Darling wasn't in a good mood, like may BOOM anytime. Scary* & we went quiet all the way. Cheryl actually trying to pull back the atmosphere yet Nah. Awhile later, Cheryl & i left. Accompanied Cheryl to buy Bubble Tea, & she accompanied me for bus. Missed one bus as we were chit chatting. Well, seriously we were both quite worried about Darling. Really worry. Don't know wats wrong. She keeps alot which really makes us strange. But i believe she will tell when its time. Just hoping she is fine now. I actually missed 5 Bus 27 before heading home, boarded the 6th one. Oh-my-god, believe it. See how pack was the bus. Omg. Should have go Cheryl's Place first & out later. But Not today, i don't want be gooooooseberry eh. Wahahahahahaha!

Home sweet home, called Cheryl told her i'm home & Lappy then Shower. Back wif Lappy again till now, Gonna 5a.m. WOW! Okay. Spoil Eyesight. Chatted wif Ivan & he showed me tis http://www.mytwinhauntsme.com/. WOW, i tell you. I think i'm gonna show Darling. I showed Rachel & kanna WOW! by her. Laughs. Oh ya, Poor thing Baby Jayden. He went injection today, must be very painful eh. Hope he is fine. Mum actually wants to bring me to injection preventing cancer but Nah, think no nid la. I'm pink in health. :D

There is always a kind of fear in me. Really fear which make me scare till almost blasting moi tears out. I'm serious. I afraid tat moi 2 Dearest may drift apart somedays or maybe disappear. I really scare, they might. Especially Darling. I hate tat feeling seriously, no one like it either. If i'm able, i will want to spend part of moi everyday life wif them. Super Glue, i just afraid to lose them soooo much. I know i can't afford to lose any. I just wanna Stay close & Never let go. Suddenly feel tat i has just MORE THAN WORDS to tell them, really sooooo many. Especially Cheryl. Don't really have much time toking to her, she is quite busy wif her studies which i understand & never i ever blame her about it before. Just wanna her to buck up & Jia you, tats all. Moral Support, Support her all the way. I think she did feel guilty becos of don't have much time for us. Well, i hope she don't feel tat way, we understand. All the best ! We will be there watching at ur WELL DONE grade. :D I know you can do it, love ! Oh, They actually said i'm come in at the right time. Wow. okay. Frankly speaking, i'm someone you must choose ur word nicely before toking to me. I'm quite sensitive in ppl's word. At times, they might actually say somethings which i don't really like it but Nah, I just don't bear to put any of moi anger on them, seriously. Same do they due to moi innocent look eh, & oso yeah, they dote me. Remember we used to care & share, i hope no changes in tat. If i care, pls do share. If i share, pls don't hide urs becos i care toooooooo. I don't mind kanna disturb by any, I don't mind waking up middle of the night to ans ur call, replying ur text OR even rush down for you. I really don't mind. I make sure I will try moi best to be there whoever nids me. Get it, dearest? Ur secretive makes us really worry for you, ___. I don't want see any changes in us, if there is, make sure its changing towards the better but NOT worst. Life is short, i really wanna cherish all moi precious one including every single person in moi family beside me. I don't want lose any, if i'm losing any, i will choose to lose myself first. I'm serious. Please Stay, Stay Close & NEVER let go. Hug them tight & never wanna let go. Moi Life won't be soooooo wonderful, colourful without knowing them, i'm serious. Becos of them, i know the real meaning of true friends. They really mean ALOT more than i expected. I don't think i ever treat anyone like tis before, seriously, they are the precious 2, i ever be sooooo thoughtful & care plus concern about. Not even any of moi past boifriend can fight wif them, i think. Friendship may be fagile but i believe as Time pass we are able to built it stronger than the bricks used to build the flats & everything. Okay, its just MORE THAN words i will want to let them know. Just soooooo many...... But last, never failed by saying tis 3 letter to them. Even Darling went goosebumps went i tell her. Wakakakakakas. I love you, i really do. I learnt tis, some words are meant to be said before no more chance. If there is still, cherish it, even its just a second. Nobody wanna live in a life full of regrets & sadness. Regrets kills. Enough of regrets soooo cherished. :D

Alright,

i shall end here.

Good nite, love !