Tuesday, April 14, 2009
Its 2a.m now. I'm actually asked to sleep early but HOHO, no choice, habit.
Today, Not really nice thing happened. Skool alright, went to the lesson after break. :) OSA & OFC, new topics eh. Still can cope i think. HEHE! :D Did sneak out for awhile, looked for Darling. =x Skool dismissed, went to Customer Service & activate moi ITE card. Finally able to use it trm. :) Headed to Tampines Interchange wif Darling. I went top up moi new Ez-link & accompanied Darling to mail letter. The staff told me top up $5 first then went finish then can buy conception. Question mark(?) No idea eh. Later, i headed to Cheryl's Place & Darling went home. Cheryl's Place, Cheryl's Mum home, realised the door its not lock properly. =x Sorry Aunty. Had Cup noodles for dinner. Cheryl helped me wif it. Thank You, love. Again, watched tat 'forever' unfinished 命中注定我爱你. Funny eh. Laughs. :D Cheryl & i decided to go Darling's void deck & looked for her.
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Later, back to Cheryl's Place again. Left at 11p.m & headed home myself.
Home sweet Home, Mum still not back from work. ........ Mum home, Everything fine at home. Now, everyone off-ed to sleep EXCEPT me. ******Un-nice words seems to hurt really badly, sharper than the needle.More than questions which answers don't see answers.Concern seems to be interfering......................................................Never tot of & it happened.I'm stunt, I'm shock wif watever feelings.***LAUGH OUT LOUD,how can we turn out to be like tis?Covering anger wif Laughter?Putting on masks to feel better?.....................................................Ya, we settled down & tok about it.Supposed to make things clear yet sorry to say i don't see answers in ur answers. Onli hurtful words i heard. Frankly speaking, I don't feel good wif ur words. I know you are hurt tooooooo & really unhappy wif the lie, i made. I knew i used a very wrong way to show it to you but i just can't find any reason better & used a stupid reason. I just hope you are able to see tat, i don't mean to hurt you. I really don't mean to, neither myself feels any better. I'm sorry, I hope you are able to understand. You hate to be cheated, same do i. Neither i like to be cheated tooo. Whenever i see you, moi heart really aches, aching like hell... Wif the continuous punch. I don't know how to face you & appoach you about tis matter. Lie covering Lie, hide & truth is out. There is just soooooo many things i wanna say, soooooo many question without an answer but i just can't express out. Truth Is Out...........................Watever,Watever,Watever,I can't say much.& onli asking for ur happiness.Pls be happy. Pls be.Wif watever choice you made or gonna make,No different, I will be here stand by you always always.Anything just call me, same 24/7.I hope really don't affect our friendship.I take ur words.You want it to be a lastlong one, same do i.Nothing gonna make a different in it.Make tis the last time, very last time.NO MORE hiding, bring out & back to our used to care & share.Can?. Promise?Now,Just hoping everything can chill down ASAP.May tis matter solve & rest..........................................................................Everyone nid time to chill & think through.Pls be back to normal ASAP.***Smile girls, smile.Everything will be just fine.GOOD NITE !I hope i'm able to sleep.Lets meet for lunch trm, Darling !Labels: fill moi words wif dotes.......

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