JASLINE's

Thursday, April 23, 2009

Having some kind of mix feelings now.
No idea who to tok to, or maybe i don't even know how to tell.
I feel soooooo Aww~ now.
Might be just mood swing?

Jasline pull herself up from bed without Miko's call. Surprisingly she didn't call me today, bet tat she was busy or something. Was wondering she is okay, Well, glad tat she is after knowing she picked up moi call. Tis morning, supposed to be a verrrrry fine morning yet something unwanted happened. Baby Brother is sick, having fever, cough & running nose. Crying like hell, Poor thing & i went playing wif him wif the "watever, watever" MAN. Wakakakakas. I think Mum passed the virus to him. Aww~ Mum brought brother to doctor & looks like he is fine now.

Today went to skool usual & mistaken the lesson time. Reached during break time, went Cafe 2 looked for Saf & company. Later, off-ed to Co-Op & buy drinks. Supposed wanted to buy Lionel's PE attire yet i'm out of cash. Soooo ya, i didn't buy again. Sorry, i will when i withdraw. :) Headed for OFC lesson, actually wanted to do presentation yet Mr Chong said do it on Monday. Ya, delay once again. Metal preparation~ Wakakakakas. I'm not mad. OFC done Minute of meeting, looks like i did wrongly. Well, hack care, time up, off-ed of next lesson. CRN, Did role play & partner wif Saf. I'm the one writing the looooooong-winded script & Saf wrote the scenario. I went ULTRA High writing the script i tell you....... Laughing & Giggling like O.o Really funny ah, Suddenly lots of ideas & went popping it out. Wakakakakas. Filled a total of 4 pages wif moi ugly hand-writting. Maybe its becos i tooooooo long never write already, tat's why. Wahahahas. HIGH ! I think moi 4 pages able to reach the minimum 5mins tok, even teacher said is a little tooooo long-winded as others onli wrote around 2pages (?). =x Done wif script & home sweet home wif Saf. :D

Home sweet home.
Well, everything looks fine, i think. Dinner-ed & etc. Had a conversation wif Mum about danger may happened in the future, earthquake & blah. Mum words, "Watever happen, stay calm, think & do." Take moi words. :)
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Control ur temper, Point ur hand to no one, Mind ur words will makes ppl feels better & oso kind of respect urself like you want ppl to respect you. :]
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Its been 3days.
So ya, i think i'm numb wif it. :)
Awaiting for every....?
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Yesterday Night,
The 15mins Strong Wind really scare me.
Gave me a feeling tat the earth had come to an end.
Flashhhhhhh across moi eyes. Those humansssss.
A fear of death just came across toooooo.
I'm feeling sooooo 'bu gan yuan' if really death take me away just like tis.
No idea why. What are the things tat makes me sooooooo wanna stay?
Overall, death isn't the best way to resolve.
Mum said, Everyone must learn to face watever problem you had. Onli weaklings, run away from problems. Onli when you learn to face every problem then you will grow. Ya, i takes Mum's word yet its really stressful to face it but i'm still gonna to. BIG girl eh.
Well, if earth comes to an end, i will want to see the last of you.
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Can't be bothered wif watever stuff?
I'm tired, just wanna concentrate & focus on 1 which is study.
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You just nid ask urself whether are you happy. Tat's all.
You don't have to bother wat ppl's think of you.
& No one have the rite to bother toooo.
Ya, just stay happy & glad tat you are. :)
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Few ___ back & things change Unexpectedly.
Never know wat will happen next.
Future is unpredictable.
Cherish now & then? If i can.
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Please God,
Let everyone is moi family stay in good health & well-being.
Pleaseeeeeeeee.
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I just wanna be myself.
Be happy, nothing else.
LET IT REST.

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I'm tired.
I nid to rest.
Good nite.