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Thursday, March 26, 2009

Ya, back to blogging wif a very Aww~ mood.
Shag* to the MAX.
How i wish i am at the beach wif someone to tok to NOW.
I really feel like crying yet just can't. feel soooo miserable.
In the sense of No one can actually understand.
OR maybe i didn't even wanna to explain. Laughs.

Let me blog moi Overdue post first.

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The day before, which is Tuesday, 24 March 2009
Went to meet Lionel at 12plus, then headed to E-hub. Shops were closed, even bowling. Hell~ Sat outside E-hub for an hour plus doing nothing, rot in a sense. Called Maomao sister;Kaiwei, tot of playing Majong yet not enough player. Called Rachel, asked her whether where nice to go at tis time. Fucking Tuesday, worst Tuesday Nite ever. No where to go. Later, headed to Whitesand bought some drinks & headed home. On the way home, Mao called me saying there was player already yet Nah, don't want play already. Called Ivan chatted awhile. Home-ed, Tv, then play poker. Lionel taught me how to play SHOWHAND, Omg its fun to the MAX alright. Challenging & i won quite a lot. Laughs. Happy, later somehow kind of not in a good mood, maybe due to something which no idea why will affect moi mood. Fuck! Luck getting worst & Lionel winning. Anyway, overall i still won a little yeah. HAHA! Lionel left wif Jeanis at 6plus in the morning as Jeanis heading to skool & i headed to sleep.

P/S: Lionel Thank you for coming all the way here & accompanied me for the whole nite. :]

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Yesterday, which is Wednesday, 25 March 2009.
Woke up at 2plus, Cheryl called me. Halfway, handphone no batt. No choice had to awake & charge it using lappy. Daddy brought his charger to Cambolia. Lappy charge kind of slow, an hour onli less than 50%. No choice, got to go. Cheryl & Darling rushing me. Headed to meet them at Skool's bus stop & headed to skool. On the way there, we saw Swee San. Greeted & left. :) We went for jogging at skool's stadium & badminton at skool's tennis court. Laughs. As we were jogging, we saw Albert & Roy having their basketball training if i'm not wrong. Badminton was fun, had great fun. Laughs. Exhausted & stomach grumbling tooooo. So headed to Cafe 1 for dinner. Ordered quite a numba of dishes from the chicken rice store which is quite nice. Yummy food ! HAHA! Cheap & Nice ! Done, bus stop. Called Lionel asked him out for rotting again, as no planning at nite yet. Gonna be bored. I just wanna keep myself occupy. Waiting for bus, Kai Xun called me & asked for a meet up. Alright then. I headed home first wif moi smelly body, showered. Kai Xun kept calling me & moi phone actually vibrated till dropped on the floor. Wth. Luckily its alright. Wooooosh ! Headed down, Damien, Kai Xun, Ah Qiang, new friend & tats wat they call him, they were downstairs. Waited for me for quite loooong ye. Laughs. Slacked, Lionel arrived. Kept him waiting for awhile, without telling me he actually left & headed home as his Mum asked him to. So its okay, Kai Xun & Damien accompanied me to Darling's Place as i wanna to get handphone battery from her, oso charged moi phone. There, passed Darling, tot Darling coming down wif us tooo yet nope, she was tired. Headed to Tampines Inter, Macdonald accompanied Damien for food as he was complaining tat he was hungry. Done, Kai Xun & i accompanied him waited for bus home. Goodbye Damien. Kai Xun & i actually walked to Darling's Place & its already 1plus. Collected moi phone from Darling, walked to Sunplaza Park. On the way there, we actually saw Shi Xiang & Yong Qing. Laughs. By the way, Darling sorry for troubling you & thanks tooooo yeah ! Sunplaza park, Swing & feed mosqitoes, saw Yong Qing & Shi Xiang again. Chatted for quite sometimes & they left. Wah, bored, 5 more hours to have breakfast wif Cheryl & Darling. Hell, itchy legs toooo. No where to go, Kai Xun suggested to go his place as he wanna shower & changed. On the way to his place, ghostly tok. Woooo~ Stepped in softly, watch DVD, tibits, waited for time to pass, 4plus show ended, rest awhile, crapped, tok about the past tooo & still he left a question in moi head wif no answer. :/ Alarm rang at 5a.m SHARP. Quickly morning call Cheryl, she hung up. -.- Called Darling, answered. Later 5.03am Cheryl texted me & i saw it at around 5.15am. Saying at not having breakfast already ! I was like Wth. Quickly called Darling, yet she had been hanging up moi phone. Wtf, Seriously i'm quite pissed off man. Hell~ Felt in a sense of kanna cheated as in i actually waited for NOTHING la. -.-But sigh, wat to do. Realised Cheryl is unwell later on. They are moi Dearest, i can't actually get angry becos of tis small matter. never mind, forget it. Must be understanding. After telling Kai Xun tat, he went for a puff, Dad knocked on his door, opened & saw me there. Omg, must had leave a very bad impression oyea. Not nice for a girl to be at a guy's house at tis time. Door closed, he was really exhausted & headed to his beauty sleep. Well, he was unwell, been sneezing since i'm wif him. 6plus, I'm sleepy already. Took a SUPER duper loooooooooong time to wake him up. Tapped him, Push him, Pull him, Tickle him, Beat him. Finally he is awake & asked for hug hug ! Wtf, asked since just now. *Bush* Well, i knew he was just kidding but quite insist & NO of cos. Laughs. Finally awake, still unwell. Poor thing him, still had to send me home. Walked the path he used to walked in past. :] We actually tok a lot & kind of close tooooo. HAHA! Home sweet home, showered, Darling called, told her i'm home already & off-ed sleeeeeeeeep ! Yawn* Ultra tired already.

P/S: Lionel thanks for coming even you didn't accompany me, i understand. Damien & Kai Xun thanks for accompanied me for the nite & travel yeah. Especially Kai Xun. Thank You for the company for the whole nite even you're unwell & exhausted. Sorry for troubling you. :D HEHE! [Mr. Nice guy, he actually lent me his blanket, boster even he wants it & he really tell me a lot] :) "I catch cold oso don't wanna a girl to catch cold." Tats wat he told me. Thank You Kai Xun ! :D [he is the first guy actually slept beside me]

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TODAY.
Woke up at 4plus, Lunch-ed. I'm in a quite a Aww~ mood due to some think back & matter going on. Tv, Lappy, Showered, Dinner-ed, Grandfather & the irritating Aunty sent me home. Before tat Grandfather actually drove me to Whitesand & helped Mum to buy printer ink first & i oso bought Milk Tea for Grandfather. :) Well, tis afternoon Grandfather actually spoke to me about moi NOT home last nite. & oso boifriend. Well, boi-friends i brought home doesn't mean he is moi boifriend, can be just moi normal friend tat keeps me company. He actually said about Ivan tooo, oso praised he is a nice guy. Well, he is but fate don't let us be together. I had grown up, i know wat is rite & wrong. So trust me, i won't do anything over the limit or watever. :) I know how to control myself yeah. :] Home-ed, play wif little brother. Well, still not in a good mood. Kind of Day Dreaming.~ Shag* Daddy will be home trm, i miss him sooooo much !

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He is beside me. & everything reminds me of you again & again.
In a sense of "If tat's you, If tat's you" yet i know its impossible gonna be you.
He actually let moi heart beats at times. I no idea why & oso affects mioi mood. When he looked me in his eyes, the strange feeling just appeared. He tried to hug me once yet i push him away, he was just kidding of cos. Just the moment when he looked me in his eyes & oso reminds me the time when you looked me in ur eyes(?)

I'm currently having kind of confusion, i just can't forget last nite. Hell.

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Gonna change blog link :D