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Monday, March 9, 2009

hi, peekers !

Today will update yesterday's & today's ye. :D
Lets start wif today. :)

Today is supposed to be a relaxing, enjoying Sunday weekend yet something Aww~ happened. Woke up in the afternoon, had moi lunch wif Michelle & Daddy. Bee Hoon, Pizza PLUS Garlic Bread. Yummy* Done wif lunch, helped Daddy to settle his handphone's photos & video stuff. Saved in disc, used quite alot ye. :) Supposed wanted to go buy new phone wif Daddy, in the end didn't. Daddy's friend there, treat in of phone quite low. Darling's Intro, today not open, can't reach the person. So ya, no choice. Can't have our phones change today. :) Darling called, asking me whether wanna go for eyebrow trimming. Wanted to go yet Mum called. Asking me accompany me her to bring little brother home. Daddy then suddenly told me tat later will be meeting Baby Kevonne at 7p.m. & i was like OH-MY-GOD ! struggled for quite sometimes & made a decision to go wif Mum. Something really *Urgent*, Family matters to be solve. Oh man, its been really looooong since i met Kevonne. She have grown up, walking & running. Omg, Dad let me see video of hers yesterday, SUPER duper adorable. Walking like a humpty dumpty, wif her pok out tummy. Laughs. So cute can~ Omg. Yet sadded. I can't see her today. Oso can't accompany Darling for eyebrow trimming. Aww~ Sorry Dearest. Prepared myself, & off-ed to meet Mum at home. Jeanis & Michelle went out wif Daddy, Kevonne & Aunty.

Home-ed, bite something & taxi to Step-Grandparents Place. Nobody was at home, so we headed to the coffee shop they often go & looked for them. Little Brother was there in Grandma's arm. Mum wanted to get the Baby yet Grandma refused to give. Okay, everything getting worst. Started quarrelling, arguments. Headed back to Grandparents' Place. Everything started getting bad to worst due to some family matters. I'm asked to call the police. Called, it takes quite a looooong time Police arrived. Thing don't go nicely. Hell. I can do nothing about it. Onli can kept moi mouth shut. I can't offence anyone there, cos i know i gonna face them in the future still. Grandma kind of unreasonable. I'm outside the house, Mum inside arguing wif them. Hell. Grandfather, Mum's Dad was on the phone toking to them. Bad to worst, almost into a fight(?) Luckily Little brother is alright. Grandpa is kind of reasonable, he tried to solve out things yet still cannot make it. Wait, Grandfather Mum's Dad come to a conclusion & finally able to bring Little Brother home. Everything actually caused by Uncle Vince & oso part of Mum. Sigh*

Moi un-finish family matters. Been 12 or more years & i'm supposed to be numb wif all tis stuff already. Wat i have actually gone through is actually more than you can ever imagine. Moi life is quite ruin since i was young. Left behind was regrets & unwanted memories tat never i wanna recall. I can't choose moi life, i onli can moooove on to a better life. In other ppl's eyes, looks like they had given me the best of all. Yes, they did. I'm happy to have them as moi Dearest. Yet, no one can ever know the unwanted childhood memories i ever go through. The fear they had given me, wasn't tat nice. Hope i can actually overcome it. We are always the center person, feels no goood. Especially i'm the eldest among all. Isn't easy to make a choice between them. Well, can say i'm already kind of use to it already. Just wanna grown up fast, & move to a better life. :]

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Yesterday, GOODBYE raindrops & HALLO sunshine. Headed to Cheryl's Place. Took the same bus as Michelle, she alighted first as she heading to Pasir Ris. Cheryl's Place, Darling was there already. Helped her to tidy her room. Well, i'm seriously not in a mood. Smiling & Laughing wif burden. Everyone, including Cheryl's Mum came & concern about me. Darling & Cheryl were asking. Somehow, i had no idea why toooo. OR maybe becos of the sweet moments i saw last nite. Just reflecting in moi mind, can't be forgotten. Actually why i does care soooo much, its onli later or earlier. Tats all. Sigh* Serious not in the mood. I'm not myself. They were quite surprised & worried. Dearest & Cheryl's Mum, sorry to make you all worry for me. Finally Cheryl's room is done. Clean & neat. HOHO! Slowly kind of back to myself. All thanks to Cheryl's Mr. Big Banna & Darling's warmest hug. Her hug really makes me feels better. Thanks Darling. 10plus, Maomao sister:Kaiwei came & looked for us while we went down to buy something. Supposed wanted to buy Waffle but no more. Maomao wif his bike. He went riding me. HOHO! Been loooong since he ride me wif his bike. Miss it. Bought some snack as i'm hungry & headed back to Cheryl's Place together wif Maomao coming along. He actually carried his bike, climbed the 1 story stairs to Cheryl's Place. WOW! how muscular* Cheryl's Place, we went chatting & eating snacks, bread. I owned Darling money as i didn't bring enough. Shall treat her next time. :] Cheryl & Darling kind of suspecting something hiding between Maomao & i. Wow! They suspecting, somethings tat we are not hiding. Laughs. No idea why they suspect tooo. HAHA! Cheryl, Darling & i actually squeezed on Cheryl's single size bed. Laughs. Later, i went disturbing Maomao. Didn't disturb tat much actually. HAHA! Alright onli. :D Maomao left at 11plus(?). GOODBYE mao & we actually went really wild later on ! Omg. Cheryl was watching a video on her phone & recorded in the past using moi phone. Okay, watched halfway & i realised, "how come i don't have tis video in moi phone?". I went asking them, they went pointing & pushing to each other. Laughs. They deleted it ! *BUSH* I went tickling Darling & Cheryl the worst. Asked her to sent me the video, she refused to. So ya, i went snatching her phone & tickling her till she fells on the floor. Laughs. *FIRST TIME* i ever tickle her till like tat, seriously. Laughs. SUPER funny alright & finally she gave up, decided to send me the videos. Laughs. *BUSH* I think she slept well yesterday. HAHA! Daddy came & picked me up at 12plus, gonna reach 1a.m. Darling went home. Daddy & i went to have supper near moi past house. :) Roti Prata, tried a new prata, Eggs wif onions. Yummy* nice know. Omg, shall order like tis the next time. HAHA! Oso cost much expensive. HAHA! Done wif Supper, accompanied Daddy went to buy Supper for his friends. Then Daddy drove me home.

Home sweet home at 1plus reaching 2a.m. Lappy, showered, Lappy again. Helped Daddy to do his Camera saving of photos & videos. While waiting for it to load, i actually fell asleep on Sister's bed.

Here is the Questions Darling asked me yesterday.
Us = Cheryl & Darling.

1. Wat do you think, is a Positive OR Negative thing to know us? Why?
2. Do you think is Fortunate OR Unfortunate to know us?
3. Do we actually make a different in ur life?

ANSWERS for you ladies.

1. POSITIVE.
2. Fortunate.
3. You all did make a different in moi life, seriously.

You, ladies makes me know the meaningful of life. Placed me on the rite track of mine & letting me know the true friends in life. Seriously i have never been soooo close to any friends before, you, ladies are the closest ppl i ever be wif. Giving me the warmest hug, sweetest friendship kisses without any pull back. Care & Concern about me, I really appreciate alot. You, ladies did changed moi life. Brighten it up, wif no darkness whenever i'm wif you all. At times, i nid someone to be there, you ladies might not be there but i know you will be, if you know i really nid someone. Feels free being wif you ladies. Makes me feels home, whenever i'm at ur place. I'm random, you ladies might be surprise wif moi random text at times. Saying sweet stuff. Well, i'm not trying to be sweet. Just wanna express every of moi sudden tots, some words is meant to be said before losing it. Every word i said, i does mean it. I love you & i do missing you, ladies always. You, ladies have become a part of moi life. I'm serious. I feel we have been together tat close for really looooooong time yet i think back..... its onli few months back then we started getting soooooo close. Never i tot of, neither do you. Didn't expect it. The first impression towards each other was like sooooooo OH-MY-GOD & now, time flies tat fast, Everything changed totally different way. WOW! tats how amazing life is. Thanks you for every little tiny things, you ladies ever did for me. Never fail me from smiling & laughing whenever i'm wif you all. Trust me once again, I will be there. :) I LOVE YOU !

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Omg.
4a.m already.
trm still have skool.
Got to go.

GOOOOOD NIGHT !
ladies, i'm missing you. sleep well.
see you toooooomooooorrrrrrowwww!