Saturday, December 6, 2008
I can be so HIGH becos of you
&
I can be so LOW becos of you
like now..
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Low till i can't remember how i use to smile..
the moody mood just make me feel like i'm dead..
i'm so not in the mood to do watever thing..
Even moi favourite; edition & all..
Or maybe i'm just so tired of doing it or wat..
Aww..
i miss you so badly..
do i?..
its been months since i last saw you..
i'm so use to the way you neglect me..
but i seriously hate it..
keep in contact wif you is wat i always wish for..
yet, everything always just don't comes the way i want it to be..
Las! i hate it..
Dazing, Day-dreaming is wat i'm doing often rite now..
(...)
i don't want it to be a dream..
i want it to come for real..
i just can't even reach you now..
its been days since we last chatted..
sometimes, i wondering..
are you trying to avoid me?!
but why?..
i haven even confess moi feelings to you..
for now, friends..
Million of questions just bothering me tat i don't even have the chance to ask..
Blah. Blah. Blah..
i don't see you online often as i know you are busy working..
no time for playing even..
alright, i understand..
so now i waiting for tat one day you will automatically contact me..
Looking at the past photos we took over & over again..
Just don't feel bored or watever..
I watch it every single nite before i sleep..
Every morning before i get up from bed..
Everyday whenever i got nothing else to do..
As looking at it, i smiled..
how i wish i'm rite beside you rite now, like before..
i dream, still i believe tat miracle will happen..
somehow, i'm so confident..
^
Christmas is around the corner..
I want YOU for Christmas..
tat's all..
its enough to replace others..
Just you..
*
sometimes, i still wondering am i so in love wif you OR you are just one of moi eye-candy?
_
(P/S: DON'T ASK WHO, JUST READ.. Maybe i'm just a random)
_
Slept at 3, woke up at 7plus..
B.O.R.I.N.G
had breakfast..
Egg wif Bread & maid cooked the wrong type of egg i want..
Aww..
never mind..
Just eat it..
Now, doing nothing..
watching tv..