Tuesday, December 9, 2008
4plus in the morning now!& i'm still awake..Been quite sometimes since i slept so late..*Yawning & Yawing* now.. Getting more & more sleeping..Now resting, as i just finish eating moi supper..Bread wif Peanut butter plus CHOCOLATE milk.. HAHA! :DJust now was having conference wif Yong Qing, Swee San & someone new; Irene..Alright, we chatted CRAPs & CRAPs.. Laughs! Its all becos Swee San was bored, at first i tot he was not in the mood.. Laughs! lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalas..So missing him at the same time.. truly miss him.. hais.. nobody understand.. Sent him a good nite msg just now.. for sure no reply.. Alright, its been days or a week ++ already.. Maybe bah~~ prepaid low(?), avoiding me(?) or Blah.. & oso somehow, tot of Ivan too.. Felt kinda blessed to have him by moi side in the past, letting me feels like i'm the most happiness girlfriend ever.. So sorry to have end everything just like tat.. i feel bad, but never i regretted.. He is leading a better meaningful life than before.. I'm glad for him.. :) May everything go smoothly in his further future.. It truly save him alot of pain.. :) Maybe it takes time to be friends like before.. Shall wait.. Alright, for him i left wif photos & photos as memories.. I miss him badly.. Somehow, the feeling isn't so easy to understand.. i'm so crazy becos of tat fellow.. at the same time i started being scare somehow now.. hais.. :/ if moi waiting, effort put in still turn out to be nothing, issit still worth it to continue waiting like tat still(?).. somehow, i heard moi heart telling me.. its worth it, at least you tried ur best.. tried it once before.. [i may wanna give it a try now, & ya, i'm trying hard but still not hard enough] & now, i still decided continue waiting even i haven confess moi feelings to you.. I will wait for the rite time to come.. Ppl who don't know me will think everything is just too fast but for ppl who know me, everything is just too slow.. Arrrrrghhhhhh.. I DON'T WANT TO SURRENDER !SLEEPY, set alarm wake up early.. so can sleep early trm.. :)Good Nite everyone !

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