Saturday, October 4, 2008
2nd post for today?.. Yes!
wOow!
Don't be surprise ye, reader.. :)
Just feel like writing one more.. :)
Received 2 msg from DEAR yesterday when i was already sleeping like a log..
He told me,
He can naturally feel moi unhappiness even i told him i'm alright..
He knows whenever i say nothing, it means i don't wanna share..
He is so willing to be moi listening ears & shoulder to cry on..
He willing to face all burdens wif me..
He is hoping to see me happi & put a real smile on moi face..
He says any responses he made, anything he do is all becos he loves me..
He knows i love him too..
He just don't know whether do he receive moi love whole-heartedly..
He don't dare to look into moi eyes for long due to tat..
He says he 100% trust me..
He rather i try to hate him whenever he did something makes me unhappi or unsatisfied about him so tat i don't feel so terrible..
I know you are always there for me..
I know you want to see me happi but not sad..
I know i make you jealous & upset sometimes..
I know why you will have tis kind of responses, i'm just hoping you will understand..
I know you are a sensitive person..
I know you care for me..
Glad to know tat you know i do love you..
but..
Wat if i don't love you as much as you love me, will you still love me whole-heartedly like now?..
Neither i dare to look into ur eyes for long..
i'm so afraid tat you can see through the lies from moi eyes.. Even i didn't lie..
I hope tat you truly trust me..
I won't hate you, unless is something really serious..
I know i'm not alone cos i have you by moi side..
Hoping tat i won't disappoint you..
if i do, i'm sorry..
here !
Thanks Miko for sending & editing the photos..
Thanks Lionel, kor for sending me the songs..
Thanks DEAR for being there for me..
Thanks Mum for telling me the reality of life..
Thanks God for blessing moi families..
Thanks you for reading moi blog..
& god bless you !
:)




i have fun spending wif them !